I haven't blogged in a very long time. Im in school at the University of North Alabama(which is an amazing school) but something is missing. I am going to class, studying, going to the occasional party but I feel sooo incomplete. I feel like im floating above everyone not living ....just there. I have conversations but im not fully there. I smile daily when i wanna cry. Its all a front and i want to be gone from this place. I have no will to live. You say that u love me and then u turn around and cheat. I'm vulnerable and u took advantage of that. Im confused alone and just plain tired.